Friday, November 15, 2013

pregnancy: a swollen state of awkward

i was lucky to have a relatively normal pregnancy.  i was spared morning sickness, high blood pressure, gestational diabetes and all other serious pregnancy related health issues except for that one stint to the emergency room, but i'll get to that. i did, however, get everything else. 

for instance, all of my appendages were swollen. i felt like i was pumped full of air and liquid...and more air and liquid. holy crap i sometimes didn't even recognize my own fingers and feet! after the first trimester, i couldn't wear my lovely engagement ring anymore and even my flip flops....you guys, MY FLIP FLOPS, were tight on my feet!

rings almost got stuck. off they go :(
excuse my whackass looking toes
i invested in wide shoes for my big feet. they still ended up being too small, omg.
i also got this pesky thing called sciatica. no, the word pesky actually sounds cute. this freaking painful ridiculous thing called sciatica. that's more like it. on the daily, i felt sharp pains radiating down the back of my legs. for a while, it affected my left leg, then it would switch to my right leg. what made it worse, unfortunately, was walking which i had to do a lot of for my work. so for a very long time, i literally hobbled around wincing in pain and since i didn't reveal my pregnancy to most folks until it became obvious, most people just thought i had a bum leg. i felt really miserable but during my summer break, i discovered prenatal yoga which made all the difference in tempering the pain. finally, namaste!

frog legs...not the official yoga pose term. this is probably the end of my 2nd/beginning of my 3rd trimester
i also developed this CRAZY ALL OVER BODY ITCH. omg, it was horrible. it always got worse at night and prevented me from sleeping because i stayed up scratching myself, leaving welts all over my body. it was truly unbearable and the only thing my ob could recommend to me was benadryl to address it. ugh! i didn't want to take any unnecessary medications during my pregnancy so i declined. i tried to find alternative solutions and read that pine tar soap and oatmeal baths helps relieve itchy skin, but not by much. that itch stayed with me throughout my pregnancy. i literally was counting down the days to my due date just so i can be rid of my itchy skin!

totally smelled like tar, but it help alleviate my itches a tad :(
then the night of my 2nd year wedding anniversary, after a nice dinner with hubs, i went to the emergency room which was NOT the way i wanted to end our lovely night. i didn't feel much movement from my baby when i did my kick counts and compounded with the fact that i had such horrible stomach pains during the day, it got me really worried. turned out i was dehydrated which resulted in contractions. no! i was 2 months too early to have contractions! i had to be hooked up to an i.v. and that was pretty traumatizing too. the nurse had to poke me twice because my veins were "roly poly." the second time she poked me blood squirted everywhere and even got on my flip flops. oy. we finally left the hospital at 4am. i was exhausted but relieved that my baby was going to be fine.

monitoring my baby's heart rate.
the dreaded i.v. :(
i also had the typical pregnancy constipation, backache, food aversions, nausea etc... but overall, it was not a scary pregnancy. if any, most of the fear came from my head and my overactive imagination...and google. psa: refrain from google unless you want to shit your pants.  

Thursday, November 7, 2013

sperm, meet egg. egg, meet sperm

i think the moment my husband and i decided it was time for us to get pregnant, the pressure of that choice became a lot scarier than the thought of raising a child/ being responsible for another human being for the next 18 years of his/her life. i think it was because we weren't sure we were even physically capable of doing so. in the back of my mind, i kept thinking my eggs are old and dusty and his swimmers are probably old and lazy. ugh. i even started an IVF fund JUST IN CASE. my thinking was, i will save up for one shot and that will be that. we just can't afford anything more.

we definitely didn't get pregnant right away. i went and got checked out just in case and the hubs did too. turns out his swimmers WERE a little lazy. so i made him drink chinese herbs and told him to stop placing his laptop on his crotch. maybe they were lazy because they were too hot! i even got some acupuncture for myself just in case. can't hurt right? we didn't want to talk to a fertility doctor until we tried what we could no matter how far fetched or hairbrained it seemed.

hubs consumed some nasty and very expensive cordyceps

acupuncture for me. can you see the needles poking into my heel and knee?
i also went to costco and got a box of ovulation sticks. when i saw that double line indicating that i'm ovulating, you better believe i called my husband at work and told him when he got home that night that he had to drop his pants right away. haha, sexy goes out the door, it's work people, work.

time to get busy
then one day, while we had hot pot for dinner and i was sipping my usual beer, it really tasted funny to me. i don't know why, it just didn't taste the same as it normally does. i had to pour the rest of my beer down the drain. yuck.


i also picked up some weird aromas from food i normally ate. i would ask my husband & in-laws if they smelled this funk to the food. nope. weird. maybe my nose is broke.


turns out at that time, i was already about 1.5-2 weeks pregnant! some people say that pregnancy alters your sense of smell and taste. although it was way early in my pregnancy, i still think it had something to do with it.

so that morning when i took my first pregnancy test and saw the double pink lines, i remember frantically calling my husband to come back into the house (he was leaving for work and i was just getting ready to go myself) when i saw the results. he was skeptical at first so we took 2 more home pregnancy tests over the course of a few days just to make sure....


touchdown! woot. a blood test at my doctor's office officially confirmed it. we were pregnant!! from that day forward i walked around with my hands hovering protectively over my belly, feeling blessed for this little life-form inside of me. imagine, me, MOMMY!